Dreams don't work unless you do

I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone’s favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.
Talking to Bao on skype.
People had their university plans all drawn out, while I'm just sitting here wondering whether I could afford going anywhere at all. Welcome to the real fucking world Lynn!
The tuition fee alone already tops 19 000 pounds per year. I don't even wanna know the accommodation...
And I spent the whole of today looking through people's pictures, admiring all their circles of friends and popularity, tiny bit of envy, to be honest, no, a huge lump. I can't afford that, I can't afford letting my future slip away through a few sleepless nights. Compromise, Lynn, compromise. Accept it, you can't have everything in life, get your priorities straight. If anyone thinks you're uncool for not going out every night, tell them "See you at McDonald in 10 years, you'll then appreciate how 'uncool' I used to be".
I can't wait for tomorrow. Shopping with mum, I miss this.

Ps: I want a dress like that for the Casino Royale Ball