Silence is beautiful.

Life's good, real good indeed. I got everything I need, but... There's always a but, even in the darkest corner, or under the brightest sun. I honestly couldn't figure out what is missing. There's just this little element, an element that's out there, supposedly to keep me alive, is missing. I didn't even realise it, until Edward called me back to reality today after me drifting away in blank space. I was there, I was elsewhere, I was all over the place. 
"You just need some love." He stated. Incredibly corny and cliche and movie-like but yes, that's exactly what he told me. I tried to convince him that I don't, that I have good grades, good friends, good vibes, I love my lit teacher and things are great. But truthfully, who exactly am I trying to induce here? Edward or myself?
We rotated the duty list again, and I got Quotes and Character. Tonight, we'll have to compile chapter 11, 12, 13 and 14. Oh hell! A Passage To India isn't actually that bad anymore, it got a bit of action now, more occurrences take place, dramatic ones. Though it disappoints me how in the movie Ronny looks completely opposite of what I've pictured. Where has the arrogance and good-look gone? 
I completely drifted away from Alfred now, we literally don't even say hi to each other when we walk pass-by. It's partly a build-up, and partly from that drunken night of him. Maybe it's my intolerance of his irresponsibility and attitude towards college and life in general, or maybe it's his childishness that gets on my nerves every time.  Though we aren't exactly friends anymore, I hope he realises how fucked up his attitude is really soon, before he'd fuck up his life as well.
Justin is being ridiculously nice to me for some reason, which is making me suspicious. 
Oh my god! Have I mentioned how unbelievably awesome Step Up Revolution is? The Mob is one hell of a legend, even though it's fictional, whatever. The dance was sexy, inspirational, seducing, mesmerizing, everything. I just wanted to get up and dance right there at the cinema except that I can't dance... for shit.  Catching up with Simon was good, I like friends who can drive mehehehe. 

"I love unmade beds. I love when people are drunk and crying and cannot be anything but honest in that moment. I love the look in people’s eyes when they realize they’re in love. I love the way people look when they first wake up and they’ve forgotten their surroundings. I love the gasp people take when their favorite character dies. I love when people close their eyes and drift to somewhere in the clouds. I fall in love with people and their honest moments all the time. I fall in love with their breakdowns and their smeared makeup and their daydreams. Honesty is just too beautiful to ever put into words."