Don’t let a temporary feeling fuck up your life.

It just hits me. While everyone else is busy picking out their universities and degrees, I have absolutely no idea what I'm planning to do with my future. No permanent plan. No solid idea. Nothing.
It isn't that simple ya know. It's not just the fact that I can't make up my mind or that I have no interest in any kind of careers. It's mostly the financial backup... Most people didn't believe me when I said my mum isn't going to support me after I turn 18. The truth always hurts. But this time around, I'm the only one that suffers the agonising pain.