To love. To be loved.

Everything is a muddle. I detest complication, yet they say you’d attract the things you hate most. And of course, I am in the middle of this tangle again. Looking at it from a different perspective, if I was a firm and decisive person, if I was able to get my priority straight or if I’d possessed any least bit of will power, I wouldn’t have been so torn. Seth and Nick invited me to Seth’s party tomorrow night. Honestly though, do I look like I have all the freedom and leisure in the world right now? Let me tell you this, they could be very persuasive. And I can say no, but do I want to? Exams are next week, what am I doing? Then again, Nick could drop me off by 8 am on Sat. Sounds bad? I don’t think so. I don’t know. I’m torn. I hate missing out but honestly do I really want to risk it?

Got my Math test back today. Incredibly disappointed. Shocked even. 77%? I won’t be ridiculous and say how absurd it is, but for someone who’s planning to do a math degree, I’ve failed myself. Buck the fuck up now Lynn. You don’t have much time left.
I only want peace. Give me peace.

Quote of the day: “Someone once asked me, “Why do you insist on taking the hard road?” I replied, “Why do you assume I see two roads?”