Destruction is a form of creation

We received good news today. My mum’s interview went incredibly well, but the confirmation for that position is not yet sent to us, though through her description, it seems like she’s completely got this. There’s no other competition. Now let’s take a moment to reflect on this. If this position is secured, the contract would be drawn in no time at all, which also means her moving to Bangkok. This struck me as appalling at first but it has its perks. I don’t know how my stepdad is going to cross this bridge, but it seems like it’s time he better considers this properly. He gave a not-so-perfunctory nod after my mum’s interview, which did not look convincing at all. We are all aware of the fact that this is a one in a lifetime opportunity, and he is damn well alerted about how marriage is honestly only an adjunct to her life, rather than an essential part, so she can just pack up and leave now, right now, though I am still a liability, kind of, from her point of view anyway. It’s all really confusing once you look at it from various points of view, marriage life is complicated, you always have to sacrifice one thing for another. Let’s see what my mum would be sacrificing in this corner.
I would like one of these studio apartments sometime in my life. That sense of freedom in the picture; just beautiful.
Quote of the day: "I am free and that is why I am lost.” - Franz Kafka