I can’t do this but I’m doing it anyway

It’s a haunting number. $20 000. $ 120 000. And the difference between. 
Maybe I’ll look at other countries. Like Switzerland and Italy. I don’t know. There must be a way. There’s always a way. The other day we were on whatsapp on snapchat or maybe even facebook, and I remember this, I’d always remember this: “You’re one of the strongest people I’ve known. And I just know that you’re gonna make it.” Erica doesn’t know that with just that, she just made my day, my week, my year, my life. It’s comforting to see how others believe in you, yet you doubting yourself everyday. 
Oh well, I still hope for the best.
Quote of the day: "Surround yourself with the dreamers and the doers, the believers and thinkers, but most of all, surround yourself with those who see the greatness within you, even when you don’t see it yourself.” - Edmund Lee
Days like this I again have to remind myself that
I am not my money.
I am not my weight.
I am not my SAT score.
I am not my mistakes.
I am not my failures.
I am not my scars.