From yesterday

I am not a perfect lover. I say what’s on my mind. I start fights. I get jealous and sometimes I don’t want to understand things to avoid pain. I am demanding. I am childish. And I am moody. But, I promise to be faithful, truthful, and to love you for you."

 
When I have a boyfriend whom I love and who loves me, I'll say that to him. Dude I'm actually picturing my imaginary wedding with a non-existent boyfriend already. (: It's nearly 12 and I just couldn't sleep. So much has changed in a week time though.. George and I aren't on talking term anymore, I mean we're cool and all but currently he's obsessed with his lovor girl (: I don't blame him, I'm in love with the new pictures Daniel took of her. She's just plain gorgeous in those. Nick ditched me the whole week to go with the Thai chick whom is said to be his new "commitment", can't fucking wait till that tiny thread of commitment gets destroyed. I know I sound horrible and shit but dude, it's Nick. His life revolves around weed, alcohol and fun. He's not in for a fucking girlfriend, especially since she's so desperate and clingi... Scares the shit out of me as well.. I'm sure he'll get rid of her, just the matter of time. She's got a hot bod tho.. Oh well, spare me some hotness. Anyways I've been talking to Wenn a looot, and she decided she will replace Nikki's place in my life but as a girl (: She started going clubbing cause of her mum.. Like wtf is wrong with you, why i no have your mum O.O??
Mischa and I are ok now, I guess. She can't come to reggae tomorrow though.. Wondering if Iqi is gonna show up. I FUCKING NEED MY ID. TO FUCKING GET AROUND. BITCH DIDN'T FREAKING REPLY MY TEXT. anyways I got a free ride there and back, another fool who's calling me beautiful every single day.. Oh guys these days... Hoping I'll be able to crash at Hanna's and see Kerr again :3