I'll always be here whenever you need me.

Not every girl wants to be in a relationship. Some just want good company, a guy to vibe with, converse with, & laugh with. Not in a rush. Start off simple, and let the rest find itself. Having someone to talk to and feeling comfortable around them is quite beautiful, and it’s a good feeling.
I guess being friends with George is enough, I don't think I ever fancied him THAT much. Last night we all chilled at Rasta till 1 in the morning, including Phon, Nikki, Brandon and some other dudes. Hate the fact that I'm always the only chick, although I was kinda glad that "she" wasn't there. Eve was there with Darius whom apparently everyone is against cause of Ben...The first thing I asked Daniel was "Is 'she' here?", when the answer was No I felt amazingly relieved :O. Not that I don't like her, just that, I can't stand seeing them together. Is it gonna hurt? I doubt it, but still... I don't know if it's my sensitivity or selfishness, I just don't want her to be there while he was there.
Anyway it was dope. Daniel and Sarah Onion and Ollie left like 10 minutes after Nick and I arrived :( The rest of us rambled bullshit through the night. We were talking about how bottomless the universe is, moving on to discuss how stone the Lord of the Ring's writer must be while writing it, then badass tatoos and what a rip-off it is in Malaysia, lol then Steve Jobs and Pixar, slowly edging to make fun of my I-cant-pronounce-Keannul's-name. It was fun, funny, and chilled. Phon surprised me by his epic singing and memorising lyrics skills :O We were singing I am not a whore and some other sick shit haha, I love their sick taste of music. In the car George and I spent most of our time punching each other, ok fine, mostly he made fun of me and I punched him. But But but but it was funnnnneh. I'm amazed there was absolutely no awkwardness after friday night, which is incredibly unbelievable. Dude I love those kind of people whom aren't awkward, they just go with the flow.

Anyways, I'm happy with the way life goes.


Isn't it funny how from year to year, you don't see much of a change in yourself, physical or emotional, then suddenly you look back and you are a different person? It's like watching the hour hand on a clock: you don't really see it move, but it's changing all the time.

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