Spare me the love.

They came home, and they were fine. No sign of being grumpy or angry whatsoever. They brought me take-away pasta, too bad it all went down the drain.. No Fucking Self Control.
Nikki got with that chick, and I'm... I don't even know what to feel, seriously... I feel cheated.. unwanted..
I don't know how the fuck I'm gonna go on anymore. I mean I trust him, he's the only one who will take care of me. But now I'm not his priority anymore... Haven't seen him a week.. :( I miss my friend, my bro :(
I wanna go out tmrw night, I don't even know if I can anymore...
FML