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Lol in my underwears dancing to Ke$ha <3

Yasser is coming over in a couple of hours, bringing KFC for me. Shame Nikki can't go out tonight.. Anyway, George is coming back to my place after Reggae :D .. Evelyn and Chloe ain't coming :0 Hope Ashmen is there. I was fighting the urge to text him actually :P didn't want to sound desperate :P I miss Mischa actually :( :( I wonder when we're gonna be able to meet up. We got so much to tell each other and her phone is utter shit. I literally couldn't hear a thing when we're on the phone. Photoshoot is on Sunday with Jonah, debating myself to go or not :S Ahhh I'm sick of hooking up :( :( :( Looking at those is making me wanna cry

I kind of like you. I kind of don't. I don't know. The thing is, whenever I see you, I suddenly break into a smile, even if I don't mean to. I have these feelings for you, but I don't want to put a label on you because once I've done that, I start to get attached. And once I get attached, I slowly lose my mind by creating these illusions and fantasies which I know will never EVER happen. So for now, I think I'll just refer to you as this person I know only by name and by face and nothing more.