Pulchritude

Lovers hold on to everything.

I didn’t know what to tell you

other than the fact that a giraffe’s
heart weighs 22 pounds and that
somebody once told me when
flies fall in love, their entire brain
is rewired to only know loving each
other. when one of them dies, their
memory becomes blank. I hope you
never thought about anything as much 
as I thought about waking up next to
you during a windstorm at 5 am.

What could I possibly know about love 4 year ago?

Would a child be capable of devouring such passion and desire?

I don't know about a child's heart, but I assume her mind was restricted by the evanescence of things which at times did feel a lot like forever, when the world seemed to be simple and tiny, because her world only revolved around him. 

The beauty lies in her ingenuous thoughts, when she did not acknowledge the vast and enigmatic reality of the universe, the human's nefarious constant plotting to destroy one another, the people and things that at one point in time could be everything to her quickly become inane. 

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Do you know what this blog entry title mean? It means physical beauty. The word just sounded rude to me. Every syllable it makes, evokes a harsh and unwelcome feel. 

The first time you uttered the diction, you hated it. You found the meaning, shocked and perplexed, asking yourself why would anyone give such definition to such an ugly word. You wonder wonder and wonder, repeat that word again again and again in your mind. Then comes a point where you got to the roots of the word, you get to know the word for itself, not for the standards you set out for it to be from the beginning. The word seems no longer abstruse. It doesn't seem rude anymore either. You actually notice the elegance of it now, for its meaning. 

You know when you meet someone. Their looks might not blow you away, or steal your breath, or amaze you. Then you get to know them, and they have an amazing sense of humor, a kind heart, maybe even a boundless mind. Their personality is so attractive that they just start looking so much better on the outside as compared to when you first saw them. You notice their dimples, the rush of blood under their rosy cheeks, their deep brown eyes that have the power to stare into your soul. These little things make them so good looking, that their beauty is beyond words, beyond everything that's proven to be the idea of beauty in the magazines, the billboards, or television. They begin to redefine your concept of beauty. And you would never look at anyone the same way again.
Every form of beauty requires study, understanding. Every form of beauty is personal and unique, regardless of whether it's physical, emotional or mental.

I've just finished my math homework and literally could not fall asleep any time soon. Have fun reading the intractable flow of thoughts in that silly mind of mine :) True Blood has sucked me back in again! So night night!

PS: If my blog makes you too emotional, and if you’re ever feeling down and unappreciated just think of the members of maroon 5 that aren’t adam levine