i hope one day you find someone who makes flowers grow in even the saddest parts of you

I'm so tired I could sleep for a million years.
Talked to 2 of my best friends today again in forever, and realised they now are both mature and sexually active. Looking back we reminisced our naivety. And it's just one of those days where between the old humour and inside jokes and shocking updates and embarrassing confessions, we realise that nostalgia is just too much. We changed a lot, yet not at all; afterall we're just a more "enriched version of our old selves". I miss you.
The truth is, I just want to untie my hair and feel the wind slip its gentle fingers through the cracks of me and empty the burden of my chest. I want to be filled with sunlight.



Quote of the day: "Closing your eyes isn’t going to change anything. Nothing’s going to disappear just because you can’t see what’s going on. In fact, things will even be worse the next time you open your eyes. That’s the kind of world we live in. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eyes. Closing your eyes and plugging up your ears won’t make time stand still."
- Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore