I wish that I could run to you.

Though I'm not an overly sensitive person, far opposite of that actually, today the boundaries have been pushed. And it hurt when she said those words... Maybe it's the truth I've been trying to escape, that's why I was so affected by such simple statement. Maybe none of them are actually a least bit interested and it was all hallucination, that I made up all the evidences, like she said. God, typing those words was hard too, it feels like someone's drilling a hole through me. It doesn't hurt but it's empty and hollow, like my heart.
Lunch was quite funny with Ryan today. There was a tiny adorable Chihuahua-Schnauzer sitting on a chair at the opposite table. Tbh, looking at her, half of the time all I could think of is the fact that someone forced a Chihuahua and a Schnauzer to have sex?! That must have been awkward for the 2 parents... The hybrid looks more like a chihuahua though that did not alter my love for animals in general. The dog no doubt loved me <3 came="came" fun="fun" kept="kept" making="making" me...="me..." of="of" p="p" ryan="ryan" stupid="stupid" then="then" who="who"> Justin hung with me shortly after school before my dad arrived. I'm not so disturbed about the fact that Justin doesn't care about an utter shit that's going on in the world that isn't related to him, surprisingly. Good company, never failed to cheer me up.
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