What's your secret?

Don't ever hook-up because you'll eventually develope feelings for the person and you'll end up getting your own heart broken ok bye.

I can't believe this is happening, I can't believe I let it happened. How did everything turn out so wrong? When did I lose control? Friends with benefits? What bullshoot? There's no such thing. Your brain can't always control your heart...

I doubt that I'm in love with you, not even close, not after all the pain you put me through a while ago. It just feels different, again. It feels like everything rewinds back to 3 years ago, when I was fragile and helpless. I'm not like that anymore.. But you were my first love, and I know that you always have the ability to make me feel weak, a part of me will always love you. I just need to get over this bubble of confusion. Well what did I expect? That you will fall for me and ask me out again? Well yeah I did kinda hope that would happen.. But we did have a week, and we made the most out of it. Now you're gone, and whatever happened here stays here. I need to let all of it go. We're thousands miles apart and god knows when I'm gonna see your face again. I guess people moves on, I just need to let go of you, let go of the first relationship that made me grow...

If it's meant to be, we'll meet again, someday..

You don't know this, but it doesn't matter who I'll kiss or date or marry in the future, a part of me will always love you.. I'm dying to know whether you feel the same way..

I doubt it.