say "I", spell "map", say "ness"

Things are looking quite ok actually, I know I posted the previous entry just this morning BUT BUT BUT.
I just went to the gym and that reminded me that there are still decent people in this planet after all :) Catching with some friends and stuffs :) FUN FUN FUN! Funny how Kah Why kept telling me about how John's been, like I give a shit you know.. :) I saw John too, still buff and delicious hahaha. Jokes. He better not see this.



I don't cry over you very often anymore. It's when something else happens that makes me tear up a bit, that you pop into my head because I don't have your shoulder to cry on or your concern anymore. It's then that the tears flood out so strong that I feel so physically drained afterward that I have to go to lay down.
Well but I'm fucking glad that SHE found out about us, and even better she posted it on facebook you two faced bastard. Calling you a bastard still doesn't make me love you any less you know, deep inside me I felt good because even though people said you really liked her but you chose me. Well you didn't chooooooosee me, but technically she became history after I came back right? Remember our last night? That night you could have called her. But you didn't. You called me instead. I felt kinda happy thinking about it this way actually :P LOL
Still. I hope you go die in a fucking hole.