Lie in the sunshine and daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing

It is quite a challenge to be able to extract all these thoughts into tangible words and phrases while my head is currently a very chaotic place to be in right now. There is a fusion of ambition, adrenaline and fear with traces of fatigue here and there. This city offers me a rush that no where else could before. I know I’m nuts, for just packing my bag and go to a different country within hours of decision making. People remind me that I’m crazy everyday. That’s partly why they love me, and that’s partly why they leave. But it already seems pretty obvious that the world is divided into two groups: the doers and the watchers. The people things happen to and the rest of them, who just sort of plod on with things.

I guess that if you don’t make the time to work on creating the life you want, you’re eventually going to be forced to spend a lot of time dealing with a life you don't want. I admit that there’s much struggle here, that things don’t go as smoothly as I wished them to. I’m trying and sometimes it seems hopeless, sometimes the prospect of this business seems almost non-existent to me. But I’m still pushing, and I’m still learning. Time to time, I still encounter cynics, but people who are dear to my heart have been more than supportive. In a strange land, sometimes loneliness can only be cured by a familiar voice. They’re my rock, let alone my stepping stone.

I personally think travel is the only thing you buy that makes you richer.