Golden boy.

I can't possibly express my love for rugby in words so I might as well just skip that part.
Sigh...

I'm just sick of being lonely.. Sick of being lonely..

When they mention loneliness immediately it comes along with losing someone their boyfriend/girlfriend. In my case, none of these things are involved. No rejection. No butterflies. No endless chain of thoughts about anyone or anything in particular. Just the empty pull from the heart. When the silence and darkness starts to swallow you alive.

I’m scared of being alone.

"I’m alone in the universe. So alone in the universe. My own planets and stars Are glowing. Alone in the universe No one notices anything. Not one person is listening. They don’t have any way of knowing."