Zodiac

It's been a long time since anyone ever struck me as fascinating or unique. No guy since Slim has had my whole heart. And that was 4 years ago. Thus at that time I was young and naive, that's quite ironic because that does not make me any more mature now, the idea of marriage or forever or happy ending had not crossed my mind once, not with any of the guys I've ever been with. I know it's impatience and I have not experienced enough, only had a little taste of what real life is. Although sometimes at night I lay wondering what is wrong with my nature? I always strive for the better, nothing can keep me grounded long enough, nothing challenged me, brought me to experience the climax. What I crave is the exhilaration of the chase, the thrill, the suspense, and it has to end someday, although they bore me too quickly to settle me down.
Will I find that person that will challenge me, and love me for who I am, accepting all my flaws, whom I love with all my being? And when? And where? And most importantly who?

Ashley told me to stop being so all over the place and get my feelings sorted; "You can't expect him to like you while you're too proud to even like him back". I can't Ashley, I can't wipe my pride aside, there's this concept of  "I can do better than that" that will be forever stuck in my mind. So I am still very much confused, but I've realised I'm much driven by the suspense of not knowing, and curiosity rather by my feelings and emotions. What does that leave us?

Literature has been agonising with all the essays and scrutinising through the text. It takes me hours to write a paragraph. What the fuck happened to me?

Wild, feisty, independent and exciting, Sagittarian women are arguably the wild child of the zodiac. Adventurous, fun loving, sociable and friendly, they are typically determined to live life to the fullest.This is an honest woman, a straight shooter who speaks her mind. Inspiring and spontaneous she can sometimes be seen as too aggressive or impatient by those who prefer a more subtle approach to life.She values independence and freedom, manifested both in a liberal open mindedness and a dislike of feeling trapped or obligated. She often does better with a strong willed and independent partner, rather than one who is too needy or possessive.

Libra and Sagittarius is passionate air meeting dancing fire. Both are playful and flirty, and this starts them off on a note of exhilaration. Sadge comes bounding in with ideas, and Libra balances this out by quickly weighing the options. The conversation flows easily and swiftly, and soon they know everything about each other.

Libra and Sagittarius are ideally suited for each other. Both signs are energetic and enthusiastic, and comprehend each other well. Arguments arise very scarcely in their relationship. Libra might sometimes try to emotionally restrain Sagittarius too much. Libra are sensitive, and Sagittarius must be careful with their remarks about their partner. Libra adore peace, and would back down rather than provoke an argument with Sagittarius. Any arguments that do arise are resolved easily and quickly. 

Overnight. No. Feelings don't die overnight. Unless you kill them. Brutally.