Sweet Nothing

You know that bliss state that you're in when it's raining and you're indoor enjoying the violent threats of lighting thus watching those ponderous black clouds spitting out heavy droplets of water. Don't you just love one of those days.
Today has been fairly productive so far. I've finished all acts analysis for The Winter's Tale, my guess that the others would be taking a couple of days more at least to finish theirs, knowing that I'm totally not slacking behind makes me kinda proud of myself :3
Now and then my mind wanders back to the last night conversation with Andrew. We're definitely twinsie. Despite being totally opposite of each other, we're in the same situation, just that his is a little more tragic than mine. He's indeed very wise, the depth he could reach in a conversation surprises me although in real life he's still a sarcastic motherfucker.
I noticed that I've grown to love the people I've met in college. Now those are the people that won't be easily forgotten later in life.

You know what's the worst? Thinking you have a chance with someone, and then realizing that you actually don't. Wasting your time on someone. Wasting your time thinking about them every moment of the day. Wasting your time just waiting for a text or a call back. Wasting your time wondering if they feel the same way as you, wondering if they're thinking about you too when in reality, they aren't. While you're making them your priority, they're only making you an option.