Never make eye contact while eating a banana

It started out like this..

 Weds. Aug 31

Hey dude. Reggae?

When?

On my way. Come join us.

Lemme check first. Sorry can't..

Please? :/

Don't think I can sneak out..

At least try, anyway possible. I haven't seen you in ages..

Me neither, but I don't think I can. How about Fri?

Rootz maybe.

Then I'll see you there (:

Tonight? :/

Can't get a cab from here at 1...

Please, I just want to see you...

Sat. Sept 3

You never came last night...

Sorry, but you never called..

You didn't need anyone to call to go to Reggae..

Didn't feel like going alone tho.

You weren't alone, a bunch of people went. I was there..

What about tonight? Reggae?

Tonight? I just got back home

I'm at beer factory. Wondering if you wanna join.

I want to, yes. But. I'm fucking both broke and fucking tired

Oh ok next time then. Sleep well. x

Wait, Friday. Try to go out.

Where?

I'm not sure, I don't really want to go to reggae.. But.. Rootz is like 60RM to get in..

You can open a bottle and get in, I think.. I haven't seen you in ages though..

I know.. I actually kinda miss you.

Miss me? Lol

Like.. From before dude.

Seriously? I'm touched haha

Don't seem so surprised. Shit happens.

So what's with you and her?

As soon as she told me she liked me.. I stopped liking her

Wow you bastard haha. Yeah sometimes I kinda miss you too, or mayve im just drubk

Not my fault, I felt damn shitty.

Hey go to sleep it's late. Take care yeah?

Why? I wanna talk to you

I miss you

I miss you too :/

Why don't we hang b4 fri? A movie or something

I don't see why not. You'll probably change your mind when you sober up

I wont. See you soon. Sleep well.

Sun. Sept 4. 3 am

... I can't sleep

Weeds?

I was actually thinking of you..

WHAT THE FUCK?  WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? WHAT'S WRONG WITH PEOPLE?

I have no idea what to do. Last night was a good night though, besides from all the texting shit.. The drinks were damn good at the beer factory. Funny how one of chris's friends got drunk and started to hit on me. He was like *stareeeeee* *whisper* *stareeeeee*. Although he's 18, he looked 5 when he's drunk. I poured my heart out to chris tho.. He was a great help. Although I'm not quite sure about his text at 5 this morning saying he's having a fever and on the way to the hospital? Like what the flying fuck are you on?

Oh shit only 3 days till the returning to the shit hole.. I swear I hate absolutely everything that belongs there. The school. The teachers. Even the people. I mean most of them. Not all. but like 99%. I couldn't stand another moment in the stupid van anymore. HELL HELL HELL. But believe it or not. In the back of my mind, I reckon school would actually be ok this year. Only like half a yr left. Thank God. And we'll be packed with exams. I can still go out with friends on weekends right? 

I’m over this bullshit. This town. This school. The crying. The bitching. The judgmental people. The way that people think they’re so perfect and as soon as you make one mistake, they suddenly start to hate you. Yeah I'm over it. I'm not gonna give in to those fucktards obviously. The less you care, the happier you'll be.