Magical.

Another week has gone by.
Yes study has been my main focus nowaday, I mean it's like one day you just felt so fucking scared cause all your recent grades had dropped from A* to D... It wass scary. Trust me. Butt my getting-my-everything-back plan is working, amazingly. Things are generally great. Except for my sore throat, which actually annoys  the shit out of me in a couple of weeks. It just wouldn't goo away. I can't sing, I can't talk properly, I can't .. spliff..
And here it is the bestfriend trouble... I have no fucking time for drama right now so I just put on a smile and act like everything's normal... Yeah that's how I roll nowaday.. That's not my priority anymore, and what's so wrong with a few white lies, I can't risk losing those people, not at the moment.
Mischa is being stubborn, like fucking annoying stubborn. We yelled at each other, we wanted to kill each other at some points, we came so close to actually hitting each other. Although in the end, we always kissed and made up... Sometimes I wonder if that's for the best.. Cause the next second we would fight again.. Maybe we arrreee Blair and Serena, or maybe one day one of us will leave the other for good. Who knows? But I know she's always there when no one's there.. She would actually listen to my shit and want the best for me.
I forgive her even though she can be a desperate piece of shit that gets to my nerves all the time, because she's my Serena, she's my best friend for life.
I'll change my URL cause someone who I no longer trust knows... Wow, I thought that was my "soul mate", shame on me...