Are you lonely? Does it hurt?

What's wrong with me? Really? What's wrong? With every touch I ever made, I destroyed it all. Why?
Do they hate me? I am tuning out, like an outsider. I've been denying it for long enough hoping the thought would just leave me alone. But no, it's the truth. And when the truth fails you, what do you do? Did I build walls instead of bridges? What is it? If someone could tell me the problem, I'd fix it. But I'm alone now aren't I. Yes.
Because I'm lost, because whatever I am feeling right now is bruising my body so badly I could hardly handle the pain. But who cares.. Not like any human body in this world would give a crap anymore. What's happened? I don't know. I feel trapped. All the laughs, the talking, everything was turning fake ever since. How did I become like this? Is it worth it? Tell me. Someone. I'm begging.

I'm gonna take a deep breath, and pick up all the pieces of myself, right now.
Because I know I can do this, I can enjoy my life and cherish every moment. Friends come and go. Does it matter? No. Not right now. Not for me. The amazing people I truly consider friends are still out there. Right. I am not alone, not completely. And no, I'm not little girly Lynn anymore, I won't break down and cry for some stupid issues and try to make my life more dramatic. I grew up. You see. I did. And I can handle myself :) I know that.

Don't worry, everything will turn out ok. I promise.