You're going to miss me.

This. This is my tumblr 4 months ago. And it just hit me out of nowhere. I've changed so much? I don't even recognise this person anymore. And it wasn't just me. It was my life.
i know theres something between us. you push me away because you wanna be with her. but when were together you can tell theres something there. i know there is. and i want to be with you so much.  Sounds familiar? Simple or maybe even random piece of text right there. Though reading those lines, I felt breathless. I choked on my own feelings in the past, I choked on my own memories.
It was bitter, but I'm free from my past. And someday when I have kids, I'm gonna show them my tumblr and tell them all about those things that used to make me smile and laugh.

And NOW, I AM SCARED SHITLESS.
It's 2 more days till the first 3 exams. And all I've done is sleep and eat. I should probably get off the internet. Kbye