no matter how long you try to be good, you can't keep a bad girl down

Butterflies, butterflies, fluttering again :( Damn this feeling. Although I adore all the creatures in this world, but those butterflies in my stomach must be killed. It's just a fling, it's just a fling.

Ok so friends? LOL the word sounds so meaningless to me now. Just piss off all of you, I'm not a second choice, I'm the fucking destination. Those anons were right, you moved on from people to people you bitch. Make up your fucking mind for gods sakes. You know what you don't have to choose, I choose for you, just get the fuck out of my life.
And to the person that cause all of this mess, you probably don't have an idea that I would say this to you, but fuck you too. You came and ruined everything. You hang out with me doesn't mean you can be me, not now, or ever. Just fuck off, believe me, when you pissed me off, you headed to no good.

That's it for the day. Enough shit to ruin my whole week.